welcome home
11/20/24dark and bitter mood.
there's only so much i can effectively distract myself with. and i'm... out. i don't have it in me to create right now. it sucks. everything just kinda sucks. it's not getting better, it's getting worse. and i can't even talk to anyone about it, because the only person i feel comfortable talking to about it is the worst person i could go to, and isn't even responding to me anyway.
it's hard not to take that personally.
the clouds will pass, as they always do. but they're heavy on me today.